Jun

Paxman: Name/Age/Location/Sex?

Jun: damaris/15/new york/female

Paxman: Profession?

Jun: high school student/ singer for school chorus/ writer(poetry mainly) and i DJ for emcee's radio site

Paxman: Marital status?

Jun: dating someone ;p

Paxman: Ok so lets get down to the reason we are here, to talk about your second life as a mobster! tell us how you first discovered the online gaming world and how long ago was this?

Jun: hmm during august of 2005 a friend of mine had contacted me on AIM to join tmb but shortly after i signed up he was banned and i played about 2 rounds then left tmb for a good while

Paxman: oh so you didnt fall in love with tmb i guess?

Jun: oh jeez no i hated it..joined only because a friend asked me to

Paxman: why about it didnt you like?

Jun: everything

Paxman: hehe ok I hope you found another mafia game you did like or this will be a very short interview lol

Jun: haha i went back to tmb for a few rounds after i left(like two years later) and the family i was with for a couple rounds took me over to ml durin the second round ;)

Paxman: and I take it ML appealed to you more than tmb when you got there?

Jun: yep..durin my tmb time i was never really taught the game and what not but durin round 3 i was takin in and properly learned the game granted it took almost all of round 3 for someone to convince me to go to a fam because i had been waiting as a loner unbuilt for the fam i had been with in round 2

Paxman: oh i see, so you started playing ML with the same fam you were with on tmb?

Jun: no I went to a different fam because I had lost contact with everyone from tmb..how I'm not sure

Paxman: i see, so what family did you first join up with on ML and who was their don?
Jun: Hitsquad and it was tony padrotti but it was the_tank that spent all round trying to convince me to join HS which i finally did around the 3rd day mark i think it was
Paxman: how did you like playing with HS and what was your position in the family?
Jun: i dont remember the position i had but i enjoyed it i made some friends i was usually quiet...unlike now but I was in tank and mr h's fam and after a few rounds they had changed from hitsquad to bloodpack and we had a few good rounds there
Paxman: and was this a collecting fam or more of an attacking fam?

Jun: collecting fam..never really did attacking until i went to DarkRaiders

Paxman: ok well tell us about your next few changes of fam. Which fams have you been with in your ML career and tell us a little something about each fam please

Jun: well from there i went to Renegades shortly where my first round there DonJon had me run a family which was somethin fun to learn but frustrating and haha only time i ever talked there was when i would purposely annoy one of the guys which he knew i was joking..after that were i went to Limbo oh god Limbo has some of the best memories there ever...it was there i became EXTREMELY talkative and known quickly for a firey temper and cursing people out..haha i can mention later who to ask about that and DarkRaiders is where i went to looting and killing...also a fam with best memories in the game Jun: with darkraiders i surprised hell outta emcee with how ruthless i would be on a revenge and would show some of my poetry on fam boards Jun: oo i just remembered somethin real quick.. Jun: when i would fam hop i would go to maharlika and once in a while to madhouse for visits..had some good visits there
Paxman: lol thats a lot of fams, but you found your home at DarkRaiders?
Jun: yes..raiders was the family i was with the longest..i was with them one round then returned to limbo but round 30 through 45 i believe it was i was always in DarkRaiders

Paxman: tell us more about DarkRaiders, what was its philosophy and what are you favorite and worst things about the fam?

Jun: it was more of a fam that was close knit and there for each other when one of us had problems going on..all favorite things mostly..myself and one of the others had become known for constantly bickering on family board but i think my one and only worst thing was the family disbanning about 3 rounds ago i believe it was Jun: 4 rounds atleast..off a lil with rounds since i was gone last round until like 3rd day mark when somethin caused me to go back

Paxman: oh you left the game? why?

Jun: numerous reasons really but i guess one of them was and is rather is that it just feels weird not having darkraiders around anymore..im still around there sometimes if you know where to look for me but its just not the same really Jun: also i need handle other stuff instead sometimes

Paxman: oh yes real life comes first.. What family do you play with now that DR has disbanded?

Jun: this round hustle brought back darkraiders actually but its to find a heir to the darkraider throne but two rounds ago i had been with madhouse Jun: so of course me being me in with hustle in raider family

Paxman: i see. Well before we continue with your personal story, lets take a few questions on the ML community. Who would you say are the funniest people on ML and why?

Jun: chucky,deovoni and mickey hands down can be the funniest..haha those three were some of the guys i met my first round in limbo..oh god it was crazy those rounds haha..chucky is simply just chucky and deo is just deo..those two are like my brothers but can be amusin when they want Jun: as for mickey thats another story haha...randomly one round we started arguing just because we were bored and hes got these nicknames he uses for me which he knows i hate them and i call him cheeto sometimes and we usually start our lil bickering..funny as hell what we come up with

Paxman: Nicest person?

Jun: oh god theres loads of them...krazy,taka,carlito, hustle, zero, chucky, purple,dhw, logic...LOADS more but just goin to list a few..was no specific order to that and if anyone feels left out i apologize for it

Paxman: Stupidest person?

Jun: oh god im not even answering that... Jun: just for the fact theres atleast one or two i could say..

Paxman: lol who?

Jun: no answer what so ever

Paxman: hehe ok smartest person and why?

Jun: oo everyone ive come into contact that i call friend or family in the game is smart

Paxman: Most annoying person?

Jun: lil_dogg or w/e name he goes by in a round tends to get on my nerves..

Paxman: lol what does he do?

Jun: not going to go there

Paxman: Most honest?

Jun: krazy,taka and pretty much everyone i know in the game

Paxman: Best poker player?

Jun: not really a poker player myself but was for a lil while..some of the best ive seen are emcee, yohboo and tonyg

Paxman: Who do you trust the most?

Jun: small list with that... Jun: krazy,taka,carlito,smizz and hustle are the ones i trust with pretty much everything

Paxman: The one person you hate the most?

Jun: ooooooooooo so not going there..not going to bring up past trouble ive had in the game

Paxman: lol why not?

Jun: trust me..dont want me to...if really want to ask krazy because since it occurred in her fam at a eor then ml board and she was around and saw it all

Paxman: If you could give advice to 5 people on ML, who would they be and what advice would you give to each person?

Jun: lil dogg: work hard in the game and next advice is to all new players..find a decent fam and learn from them how to play the game and dont go mouthing off to people ESPECIALLY people in well known families..it wont end well for you if you do...
Jun: oh and dont give a looter a revenge..they will fuck you up using it the revenge..

Paxman: Most popular person on ML?

Jun: loads of people and im not including myself in this either... Jun: krazy,chucky, deo and loads more...not really gonna list because probably be here for a while..

Paxman: Favorite emoticon?

Jun: haha theres a few..i like the lil teddybear thats hugging a pillow,the mml one, one where ppl are bowing to someone in a chair and the one with the heart that has the lil red dot drawing out the heart...not gonna search how theyre supposed to be typed in the game..

Paxman: Best looter?

Jun: emcee and hustle hands down

Paxman: Best Killer? and Best Collector?

Jun: killers would have to be smizz,dewa and zero
Jun: as for collectors i never really keep up with that anymore

Paxman: Is there any player you would never hit not matter what happens between you?

Jun: theres a few Jun: krazy,taka, carlito, hustle,chucky, deo, smizz and a good handful or so more Jun: just those happen to be some of the main ones i wont hit no matter what

Paxman: Mafioso you most suspect of being homosexual?

Jun: shawn

Paxman: Who makes you the happiest?

Jun: theres few i am happy when i talk to but two would have to be krazy and taka simply for fact they can cheer me up almost if somethin is wrong

Paxman: Which person would you most like to join your fam from outside the fam?

Jun: taka

Paxman: reason?

Jun: honestly? i feel he could better in another family

Paxman: Scariest person?

Jun: dont find anyone in the game scariest but if you want temper wise..thatd be me if i get pissed off bad enough...
Jun: which some have seen a hint but not to fullest extent

Paxman: lol Person/Fam you would most like to hit?

Jun: shawn Jun: simply for fact i didnt mind him but after one round hes been high on my hit list...

Paxman: Fav thing about ML?

Jun: the people

Paxman: Mafioso you would most like to meet in real life?

Jun: mind if i list a couple?

Paxman: sure

Jun: krazy,taka,smizz,hustle and chucky Jun: probably one or two more i will wind up thinking of later i could have said..

Paxman: can you tell us a secret about someone on ML?

Jun: no because secrets are secrets for a reason and i feel if they tell me something that they want kept a secret then its going to be kept a secret

Paxman: Most loyal Mafioso and who they are loyal to?

Jun: oo no specific person i can list..madhouse is loyal to each other...know of other families where ppl are loyal to one another but thats only family i can think of at the moment

Paxman: Person you most admire on ML?

Jun: theres a few i admire but i would have to say theres two i admire more than anything and thats krazy and taka

Paxman: What do you think of admin on ML and are there any changes you would like to see them make?

Jun: admins are pretty cool and would be nice to see family max go back to 25 if they consider it...

Paxman: lol ok well lets get back to your personal story. How would you describe your playing style?

Jun: a mix..will collect and all but while doing that i will kill and loot..haha i get my moments where i just straight up go gun crazy Jun: gun crazy will consist of within about a half hour to 45 mins having 15-20 revenges on me about...

Paxman: lol sounds fun, favorite targets when you go killing?

Jun: anyone thats a loner, not a nap or ally..will hit people on our enemies list but even then with enemies list i have certain limitations depending Jun: limitations = wont hit friends and if i have certain ties to the family i just wont hit the family period

Paxman: Ok the question Im sure you've been waiting for. Who are your best friends on the game and for each person please give the reason(s) why you like them..

Jun: oh god this will take a while... Jun: krazy: she is the best..she is a mom figure to me which means alot to me, taka: he is like my big brother and easy to talk to him, carltio and hustle are both like big brothers to me that i can go to if i need someone to talk to Jun: deovoni: hes like a lil brother to me(older than him by like a yr), Jun: (btw dont really have a best friends list its friend or family with me ^_^ ) Jun: purple is a good friend..one of the first ppl i spoke to on ml and became friends with, Jun: smizz is one of best guys could ever meet, chucky and mickey are awesome for a good laugh Jun: also theres hustla, joker,luca, juan_dela_cruz...damn i cant think of everyone atm if i left you out please forgive me..had a crazy day at school and my brain went to sleep on me lmfao Jun: do know i got love for everyone i know in the game thats a friend or call family

Paxman: worst enemies and why?

Jun: do you really want me to answer that...

Paxman: lol yup

Jun: jk but yeah thats one im not really gonna answer..again bring up past problems...

Paxman: lol Have you ever made a threat to anyone that worked? If yes what was it and to who?

Jun: nope..im not one to make threats

Paxman: What remaining ambitions do you have in the game?

Jun: it would be nice to get a new glock to add to the one i already have or maybe get a different medal but doesnt really matter to me much... Jun: also to have a kick ass round the round of my birthday this yr ;)

Paxman: how many hours a day do you spend on the game on average?

Jun: at first would be when i wake up for about an hour id be on until i left for school then when i get home until i go to bed so probably like 6 hrs-8 hrs and weekends depending sometimes longer but now its just like 2-4 at most Jun: haha yes i know and admit i was on alot but thats when i was really addicted to the game...

Paxman: what would you say makes the game so addictive?

Jun: the players

Paxman: Would you say the game resembles the real life mafia and is this an important aspect of the game for you?

Jun: honestly? i doubt it does but probably a few things similar and doubt it Jun: not really into the whole mafia thing as it is...

Paxman: what would you say has been your biggest mistake on ML?

Jun: letting it show when something was said to me had upset me and letting it
show i was really pissed off when it was something the person wanted to happen

Paxman: Who do you think you have been most disappointed by?

Jun: the round raiders lost money when donjon was hit rounds ago was a let down Jun: had been one of our best rounds when it happened
Jun: but also the decision also for darkraiders to disban had been a let down but i understand we couldnt do more after what we did

Paxman: ok now for the personal questions. Feel free to answer these in as much or as little detail as you like.

Jun: ok

Paxman: When were you happiest?

Jun: when i was a little kid and had no worries...mainly when i would spend time with my mom

Paxman: What is your most treasured possession?

Jun: my mom's necklace..i never take it off
Jun: also a necklace she gave me christmas of 2004 but i dont wear that one..

Paxman: What is your earliest memory?

Jun: knocking my two front teeth out when i was like 4 x.x not going into that

Paxman: Where would you most like to live?

Jun: hard but would like to live in puerto rico for a little while temporarily..

Paxman: What was your most embarrassing moment?

Jun: oh god 3 yrs ago when i was in 7th grade..that spring i was walking home from school with friends and went to step up onto the sidewalk after crossing the street..some how i slipped and it was one of those corners with a drain pipe type thing thats open..my legs landed in there and i needed help getting out Jun: i still dream about that sometimes...

Paxman: What makes you depressed?

Jun: sometimes it can be the littlest thing but tends to be when i think about my mom Jun: usually get told to snap out of it and think happy thoughts

Paxman: How do you relax?

Jun: usually listening to music or singing but also writing poetry helps me sometimes

Paxman: Which living person do you admire the most and why?

Jun: dunno how to answer that really...

Paxman: What is your favorite book?

Jun: theres a few series i had as a favorite but right now its a series that involves greek mythology (books are fairly small so i read through two within a day..currently on the fourth after finishing the third) the first book is called the Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan

Paxman: and fav film?

Jun: theres a few uhh i'd have to say twilight was good but not a favorite..i'd have to say Raise Your Voice right now is at the top of the list for favorites

Paxman: To whom would you most like to say sorry and why?

Jun: my mom because when i was little i said hurtful things once which i had instantly regretted but i still regret it for the fact i wasnt thinking when i said it

Paxman: What does love feel like?

Jun: love can mean many things but one that it means to me more than anything is happiness

Paxman: Have you ever said 'I love you' and not meant it?

Jun: no

Paxman: Do you believe in God?

Jun: i..dont but i respect those that do or dont..am really open minded

Paxman: What is your favorite word?

Jun: bitch tends to be one of my favorite words.. Jun: sometimes itll be fuck or some other word it depends on how my mood is that day

Paxman: lol if you could edit your past, what would you change?

Jun: i'd leave it as it was because what happens in our past happens for a reason

Paxman: What is your most unappealing habit?

Jun: my nervousness sometimes

Paxman: What is your favorite smell?

Jun: not sure but do enjoy the fresh air when im camping somewhere in the summer with other kids

Paxman: What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?

Jun: fact that i forget stuff easily or zone/space out when i shouldnt be

Paxman: What is the trait you most deplore in others?

Jun: that some people can be heartless and intentionally say things to cause others emotional harm

Paxman: How would you like to be remembered?

Jun: being there to help others when they need my help..also theres one goal i would love to try and accomplish..that would be something i want to be remembered for but not sure if some would think it a good or bad goal but personally would be a good goal

Paxman: what is it?

Jun: when I'm older..I want to be a lawyer but the goal is once im a lawyer..to try and get rid of smoking if i can and if possible everywhere...some know personally as to why i have this goal...

Paxman: good luck! Fav song?

Jun: thank you and theres a few favorites..Savin' Me by Nickelback, Angel In the Night by basshunter and Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff Jun: the last song has meaning to me..its a song from the movie i mentioned earlier..







Paxman: What is the worst thing anyone has ever said to you?

Jun: oh god i hate to say it but it needs to be said and known that what people say really does hit hard... Jun: the worst thing anyone ever said to me was that it was funny my mom died and its what i deserved Jun: i heard this in school and just cried right then and there in front of my friends and i'm not known for crying in public..

Paxman: kids can be really mean :(
Paxman: and the nicest thing?

Jun: that they love me and are always gonna be there for me
Paxman: If you could do anything with anyone for 1 hour, what would it be and with whom?

Jun: just hang out and talk with my mom..maybe go to a fair

Paxman: and finally, what is the most important lesson life has taught you?

Jun: never take those you love for granted EVER because before you realize it they might be gone..

Paxman: Well thanks very much for your time Jun. Do you have any final shoutouts or threats youd like to send out before we finish?

Jun: much love to all my darkraiders, madhouse and everyone i know and love..especially to a few people who are krazy and taka..thank you for everything you two... Jun: hustla wants a special shoutout so here goes...NY FOR THE WIN BITCHESSSSSSSSSS Jun: haha but yeah my only threat is..you NEVER want to see me fully pissed off cus it wont be pretty Jun: and thats it


Poem by Jun:

A Fairytale that never had a chance...

Sometimes kids
of all ages be thinkin
that life can be a
fairytale and nothin
could ever go wrong
but u kno what?
i was one them til i
had to open up my
eyes and see that
life aint a fairytale like
people think it is...
when they gotta open
up their eyes and see
life for what it is
they feel like noone is
there for them but
they dont realize it they
got their friends who
become like a family there
for them and know what?
i opened my eyes up and
realized life for what it is...
people think they got noone
to turn to but let me tell you
a lil story...

lil girl comes home and that
night finds out that her momma
has an illness that could possibly
kill her in the end...
a year later momma dies leavin the
lil girl alone with noone to guide her
the way a momma could guide their
baby girl through life..
lil girl has to grow up and take on
tasks that no normal kid should
have to til theyre all grown up...
lil over 3 and half years later
that lil girl is now a teen and
two grades away from graduatin
and movin away from home to
accomplish college and make a name
for herself but it aint been easy as
it seems cus that girl been goin
through hard times not havin a
momma there when she needed
one most of all but had to find
the help she needed from elsewhere...
when she needed to let out what
she felt from not havin her momma around
she aint know how to put it into words...
that girl shortly after her momma died turned
to mafia games and quit then went back and
found a new game shes been playin since
and found a family there that she can go to
easier than she can her real life friends..
that girl is still playin them games to this day
reppin herself and who she is to the
fullest extent she could but what they
dont realize is shes still depressed bout
her momma dyin them years ago wishin
she could go back in time and instead of
havin her momma die and be buried 6 feet
under there was a way to save her...
theres much people dont know or
understand about that girl but
theres no way she can fully describe
what she thinks or feels...

many know this girl and know
shes wise beyond her years and
can make a full impact more
than she's already done and more
than she plans to...
that girls story is still movin on
as we all know at this moment
the song toy soldier by eminem have
some lyrics that fit her goin
"step by step heart to heart
we all fall down"

thats nothin but the truth cus
we take shit step by step and
from one heart to another but
end up watchin the people we love
fall down in the end which just plain
fucks us up but we still keep goin
fightin the fucked up battle we call
life and have to live to our fullest extent